I think today is the first day since I quit 10/26/04 that I have not had a desire for a cigarette (might I mention after 24 years). I was a definite ADDICT.
It was actually working a full day without feeling as if I needed that 10:30, 12:00 & 2:30 break. BUT - the tears need to stop now. Even though
I'm not having the craving for a smoke the depression does not appear to be diminishing. Spend alot of time in tears now when I am just in the midst of
what would be an average discussion. Especially with my spouse around - I feel a sense of neglect, guilt, you mention it and it traveling through my brain.
I hope the feelings soon decide to abandon me, I do not want to end up on anti-depressants now that I have quit smoking. NTAP!

